tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83644279414569112772024-03-05T21:30:58.279+08:00Life from my eyes...and stuff I wish I could sayKDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-90413770691930755522014-04-23T22:42:00.000+08:002014-04-23T22:42:31.557+08:00Depressed and wastedFirst off, wasted here means that I feel like I'm wasting my time.<br />
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So, I'm back from a 4-5 months hiatus. As usual, because I forgot that I have a blog. Anyways, let me start.<br />
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<a name='more'></a>I'm actually writing this post to help me procrastinate. Yep, you read that right.<br />
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Anyways, my days are exhausting, I don't have the will to keep waking up and drowning in my feelings. The only escape I have is my dreams. Thus, whenever I feel like there's a lot to do, I'm prone to sleeping it off.<br />
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It's bad for my grades, but I'm ashamed to tell anyone else. I feel like I'm drowning while watching others go on with their life, not bothering to see beyond the surface. Either that, or I'm a brilliant actress.<br />
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Yep, I need someone to tell me they care. Someone to pull me up when I fall. But, this is life, no one is willing to slow down for you. Your family will be there and say they understand. But do they really?<br />
Nope.<br />
No one understand anyone else, unless you've lived their life, made their mistakes and successes, told their truths and lies, and felt the roller-coaster of emotions.<br />
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I need to get my stuff together and go on with my life, I know, I know. I freaking know that.<br />
But it's so hard when I keep on falling down, tripping and slipping, with nothing to hold.<br />
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I know I should be thinking of a happy scenario, to grit my teeth and go through it. However, all my thinking leads to this conclusion. I'm gonna die.<br />
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Yep, at this stage in life, I don't care.<br />
That's it. I'm done.<br />
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-with this rant out, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.<br />
<br />KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-5177344617776292992013-12-09T02:07:00.000+08:002013-12-09T16:40:17.918+08:00A Needed Update<h2 style="text-align: center;">
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Assalamualaikum.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Sorry I haven't been updating my blog. Sibuk dengan
life generally. Doing assignments, clinical practicum, writing reports, living
my life, making and keeping friends.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">It's been 2 years since I last updated this blog. And the last entry was to rant about stress and discipline.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Anyways, the reason I'm here is because I've suddenly remembered that I have a blog.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I also remembered all the things in life that I hate and regret.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I've remembered the reason I had a blog in the first place.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I also remembered that most of the people in my life does not know the existence of this blog. Which give me free reign of how I want to use it.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Which brings me to another point that I would like to inform and all my followers and the kind souls visiting my blog. </span></div>
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<b><i><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder (MDD)</span></i></b></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Le gasp.</i> Yup, it's true diagnosed with MDD on my final year of study. Now, the reason I'm telling you is because there are students who have depression and have not been diagnosed. Maybe they feel it's what everyone feels. Or maybe they're afraid of the stigma. Whatever the reason is they need professional help.</span></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: white; color: blue; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">- I just feel like it.</span></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Being serious again, guys and girls who have been feeling down and in the dumps whose family, friends or a prominent figure has said something that struck you and you've been thinking about it a lot. You need help, at least someone, preferably a professional, to hear you out. Don't go to a psychiatrist if you don't want to. Meet a therapist, or in Malaysia call the </span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><a href="http://www.befrienders.org.my/">Befrienders</a>. </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">You can contact them at </span><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><strong style="color: purple;">03-79568144</strong><span style="color: purple;"> </span>or<span style="color: purple;"> </span><strong style="color: purple;">03-79568145</strong><span style="color: purple;"> </span>daily. They are there for you 24/7.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">However, if you or a friend has <b><span style="color: red;">suicidal thoughts or intention</span></b>, bring them<b> <span style="color: red;">immediatelyy</span></b> to the psychiatrist for help.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Now, the point here is to bring awareness to everyone, anyone at any age can have depression. What is important is to get the help you need and resolve your issues. Do what you feel is right for you. Ignore everything else that you don't want to do.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">-Google depression and it's symptoms.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">-I should go on a vacation.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">-I will update the blog with my journey to happiness and salvation (wait, who am I saving?)</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">-If you feel that what I wrote is offensive, or incorrect, leave a comment.</span></div>
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KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-80907949256964629382011-12-21T22:57:00.003+08:002011-12-21T22:57:44.209+08:00Addicted<span style="color: #274e13; font-size: large;">Assalamualaikum....</span><div>
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Well, during my time of absence for the last 3 months, I've been busy learning and wasting my time *doing useless activity* which I just recently realised. KD, this is very BAD!!! Now, I have my upcoming finals in 2 weeks starting on the 4th of January and <span style="background-color: red;">my feelings = P.A.N.I.C</span>.</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Lesson learnt= don't leave everything*almost* to the last minute</span>. It's a struggle to be climbing to the T.O.P.</div>
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So, back to the title, addicted.</div>
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Yes, I confess, I'm addicted to the Internet, Yahoo!, Twitter, Facebook and everything else, Tumbler. Being addicted is good if it's for the better. But for a lady called KD, it's T.R.O.U.B.L.E. I lose up to two hours on the Net. Not to mention, I was almost late to 2 different appointment because of Facebook.</div>
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So, this means I've got to be more restricted. </div>
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*Where did all those years of DISCIPLINE go to? Did they run off to a vacation during this critical period of time???* Ahem, back to my MAIN POINT:</div>
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1. PLEASE, pretty please, be more disciplined.</div>
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<li> Please make sure you restrict your time on the Net, I remember when I was a kid, Mom would give us 30 minutes each to spend on the computer. And only once a week. Nowadays, I spend most of my time on the computer and the Net. So, I'm more likely to waste my time on it.</li>
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2. Fight addiction!!!</div>
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Okay, I'm done rambling, Thanks for reading this..</div>
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Back to my study- got a quiz tomorrow morning.... turning off the computer- hopefully.</div>
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Gambateh!!!</div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">It's been long since I last updated my blog...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">so, today I'm typing about basically my feelings</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">yep... that's how i feel</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">So, I read a book (Wahai Anakku Yang Tercinta) by Imam Al-Ghazali..And, I feel worthless at first, then I read about second, third, and infinite chances in life.Its always there, we just have to reach it.. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">That's <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-size: large;">HOPE</span></span><br />
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Then there's the unexpected suprises in life, the one you wished you never confronted @ met with.<br />
That's<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple; font-size: large;"> CHALLENGES..</span><br />
At first it'll seem futile, but as time pass, we can overcome it. Nothing is too great a task for a positive human..<br />
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<br />KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-80604275296392479312011-05-19T21:19:00.000+08:002011-05-19T21:19:01.941+08:00The Very Best<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">O</span>ne way or another we're faced with a dillema..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Whether it's right or wrong,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">good or bad,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Night or day,</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">There's always a choice.. so, How do YOU know you've made the <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: lime;">RIGHT</span> choice???</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: cyan;">TRUTH IS</span>, you <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;">DON'T</span>...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But we always strive for the best...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Yang terbaik..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Even if perfection is impossible...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Why??? </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Human Nature.. fitrah..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Our natural tendency to compete and be the best.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Kita memang akan cuba jadi yang terbaik, or near to it..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Self-satisfaction ... the only thing that motivates us when we're down..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Self-satisfaction, the key to our feelings..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And yet, banyak perkara yang kita tak faham tentang diri sendiri.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Banyak yang kita nak tahu...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Banyak yang kita tak tahu..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The World is a big wide place with endless possibilities, solutions and confusion..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We just need to navigate our way through it..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">"Piece of cake right???" Tell me that when you achieve everything.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">GOOD LUCK!!!</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">when </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">we </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">chose </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">it </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">to </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">be...</span><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hehe.. So live your life like you want it too..</div><div style="text-align: center;">cause, I'm living mine ^<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">_</span>^</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBefu4_gkPLIwQDHu488riXxoQdpweJ6Xl931jdsLU886_oEB2d0MrQyzR34OE_1mYG9IdizMgnyIRYhaHkVlhVvwsySFE9n_KlpQPrHQkw2FPTrY38VpcboH0Yj4_ugLRBOjwTA16c3d7/s1600/editted+family+potrait.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBefu4_gkPLIwQDHu488riXxoQdpweJ6Xl931jdsLU886_oEB2d0MrQyzR34OE_1mYG9IdizMgnyIRYhaHkVlhVvwsySFE9n_KlpQPrHQkw2FPTrY38VpcboH0Yj4_ugLRBOjwTA16c3d7/s320/editted+family+potrait.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-56630123977894939862011-03-08T23:37:00.000+08:002011-03-08T23:37:25.785+08:00THE VERY BEST..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbSE1HiE805TO6nr0QuAwlLfvKn3KnbtCJXrSNAf4DUDaK7rR49v-grmj5jnQNLLTNQ6KdTZt3e7OfJMx2JaL1YJLUxzQna9_Jlmo69O2pxKUgFpxsqaAHVj0yF65kJQRsJUFl-r8AL-0k/s1600/images+%252816%2529.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbSE1HiE805TO6nr0QuAwlLfvKn3KnbtCJXrSNAf4DUDaK7rR49v-grmj5jnQNLLTNQ6KdTZt3e7OfJMx2JaL1YJLUxzQna9_Jlmo69O2pxKUgFpxsqaAHVj0yF65kJQRsJUFl-r8AL-0k/s1600/images+%252816%2529.jpg" /></a></div>What does it mean?? What is the VERY BEST??<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Definition??</span><br />
meaning= yang terbaik..<br />
tapi, yang terbaik untuk apa???<br />
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<a name='more'></a>The very BEST for US @ our RELIGION???<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: orange;">What is the meaning of it all</span>?? Should we be egocentric or should we be a push-over??<br />
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Egocentric =pentingkan diri sendiri= me, me, me<br />
Push-over= tak pa la, biar diorg buat dulu= easily bullied<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Should we place our religion first that what we need get ignored and pushed to the side??</span><br />
Does ISLAM preach this??<br />
Nope, but our mentality does..<br />
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Mentality= tak pa la, habiskan beratus ringgit untuk dakwah dapat pahal, padahal dia pelajar and perlukan duit tu utk tanggung pengajian dia...<br />
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Penyelesaian= kalau ada iat nak sedekah, buat satu tabung sedekah, setiap hari bubuhlah 20 sen ke apa2 chage yang ada.. In a month you can get about RM6.00..<br />
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Bila buat amalan tu kena buat mengikut kemampuan.. sebab agama itu tidak menyusahkan dan tidak susah melainkan manusia itu sendiri menyusahkan dirinya.. Itulah kenapa ada sesetengah orang bersemangat nak buat amal, tapi, selang beberapa minggu dah stop dengan pelbagai sebab..Sebabnya, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;">Tidak MERANCANG..</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">So, what does ISLAM teach us??</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">I<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">slam teaches us moderation= bersederhana..</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Bersederhana??? </span>*garu kepala*</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Macam mana tu??</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;">Bersedarhana maksudnya mengikut kemampuan</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">.. Macam kereta la..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">first, hidupkan enjin.. Next reverse, then masuk gear 1, dah warm-up sikit, masuk gear2, then gear3 and seterusnya..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">Macam tu jugala perumpamaannya ngan manusia..</span><br />
first, niat. next, merancang and then melaksanakan mengikut peringkat by peringkat..<br />
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Kenapa kena buat macam ni??<br />
Bukan kena, tapi disarankan buat berperingkat supaya kita tak rasa tebeban, supaya kita rasa mudah and supaya kita rasa <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: cyan; font-size: large;">boleh</span> buat!!<br />
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Back to the question, WHAT IS THE VERY BEST??<br />
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Obviously, the very best for our religion, is the very best for us..<br />
Example: Zakat. zakat is wajib, kena buat kalau x berdosa..<br />
So, how is it good for us??<br />
Zakat= paying alms= the poor is given money or needs= their life is improved a bit= happiness= peace<br />
sure, it's much better if there is no poor and no one had to face hardship..<br />
but at one time during the golden age of ISLAM, there was no poor or needy people, everyone was well-off that the people handling the zakat was asking who was legible for the money..<br />
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So, basically, what ALLAH has already place and told us is the VERY BEST..<br />
Don't trust me?? Read His love letters, the Qur'an and you'ld be able to think about his creations and life..KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-64435036504987715852011-03-06T17:07:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:29:23.619+08:00Adab-adab menziarahi orang sakitAssalamualaikum w.b.t,<br />
Khadijah here, I'm writing about these adab2, cause of recent events..<br />
This is <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: cyan; color: blue; font-size: x-large;">my way</span> of <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: lime; font-size: large;">menegur orang</span>..<br />
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Apakah hukum melawat pesakit di hospital??<br />
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<b style="background-color: yellow;">Apakah adab-adab menziarahi pesakit (kawan2 yang dimasukkan ke hospital)?</b><br />
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<ol><li>Perlu check dulu dia masuk wad apa??? Kalau dia x stabil atau baru sahaja keluar dari dewan bedah... It's better untuk biarkan dia berehat beberapa hari... Fikirlah, dia tengah sakit and baru habis bertarung nyawa.. dia perlukan rehat.. Kenapa beberapa hari?? Because of kesan ubat pelali @ drugs... Lepas sehari dua Insya-Allah OK.. plus, dia perlu kumpulkan tenaga and doktor pun tengah monitor keadaan dia.. remember dia tengah sakit...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: red; font-size: large;">Bertimbang rasalah anda!!!</span></li>
<li>Time nak melawat pilihlah waktu yang sesuai supaya dia dan anda berasa selesa.. sewajarnya, lawat dalam <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #38761d;">masa yang singkat </span>supaya <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">tidak membebankan pesakit</span>!!!</li>
<li style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Sunat dibacakan doa</strong></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"> untuknya yang bermaksud:</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">“</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large; line-height: 17px;">Ya Allah ! Hilangkanlah penyakitnya, wahai Tuhan bagi manusia sembuhkanlah, Engkaulah yang menyembuhkan tidak ada sembuhan melainkan sembuhan dariMu jua, sesuatu sembuhan yang tidak meninggalkan sebarang penyakit”. (Riwayat at-Tirmizi)</span></li>
<li style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">Apabila bersalaman dengan pesakit..salam dgn lembut... </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Jangan peluk</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"> especially dengan yang buat pembedahan... sebab diaorang akan rasa sakit,, I know I did..</span></li>
<li style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">Bila bercakap sila </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">gunakan suara yang sederhana</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">.. jangan terlalu kuat atau terlalu slow sampai pesakit rasa rimas and sakit hati..</span></li>
<li style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">Kalau ada relative atau mak dia kat situ,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;"> berkenalanlah and bagi kata-kata semangat</span>... Kadang-kadang yang tense itu relatives yang menjaga dan merawatnya..</span></span></li>
<li style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">Bila melawat <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;">jangan sesekali menangis depan dia</span>.. It gives the impression yang dia kritikal and melemahkan semangat pesakit.. </span></span></li>
<li style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">Bila melawat <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: lime;">kuatkan semangat dia,</span> bagi motivation (sekadarnya of course, kalau dah membebel tu dah membosankan) cukup sekadar 'You'll get better, Insya-Allah. You've already had your surgery and Masya-Allah your conditions are improving, Alhamdulillah.'</span></span></li>
<li style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: orange;">Jangan sekali-kali bercakap perkara yang menyakitkan hati atau yang akan melemahkan semangatnya</span>.. e.g: ' dulu ada jiran sebelah aku tuh ad apenyakit sebijik macam hang..operate punya operate, x sampai 3 bulan dah meninggal'. kalau ada orang yang cakap macam ni, saya rasa macam nak gi berleter/ penampar/ flying kick/ cabai mulut dia sebab x menjaga hati pesakit langsung!!! Nak kata Tak dididik tak jugak, nak kata tak pandai tak jugak.. Benda-benda macam ni yang menyebabkan pesakit rasa nak give up.. </span></span></li>
<li style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;">Kalau dia atau relative dia tak bagi melawat, JANGAN melawat</span>..<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;"> Itu HAK DIA!!</span>! maybe mak dia buat macam tu sebab ramai sangat datang lawat dia sampai dia kena masuk ICU lagi.. Plus korang fikirlah, korang datang ramai2, dia kena layan seorang2.. Kalau kita yang sihat walafiat ni tak larat nak layan tetamu dua orang yang datang rumah, apatah lagi dia yang tengah sakit tu..</span></span></li>
</ol><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">I didn't write this because I'm a heartless robot, but rather because of my feelings as a human being and servant to ALLAH. This entry might seem harsh, but It's my FEELINGS RAW, I did edit some things of course.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_3s9a0Yt7CdcBKC6whGerMBvsAQCfOX8FKXf62LI8cFq1D6_o-gMatJgRdVsEmT85o_wNkoqlwiG9m17ZZGeEK0n4trOXHpJlb_888Mv9Dh9N2BqldslYS0RSW-1TClCADd7cd6PUdHg2/s1600/hosp+3.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_3s9a0Yt7CdcBKC6whGerMBvsAQCfOX8FKXf62LI8cFq1D6_o-gMatJgRdVsEmT85o_wNkoqlwiG9m17ZZGeEK0n4trOXHpJlb_888Mv9Dh9N2BqldslYS0RSW-1TClCADd7cd6PUdHg2/s1600/hosp+3.jpg" /></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"><br />
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</div>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-77214310023851587532011-03-05T10:15:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:34:33.123+08:00What you give you get back~~This is etiqutte and manners lesson no 2...<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">second lesson: whatever you give to others, you'd get back one day in the future...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">meaning: if you bully someone, one way or another it'll come back to haunt you..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">BEWARE!!!</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">it also means: If you do GOOD deeds, people would return the favour..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">So, the choice is in your hands..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">you decide your future</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-89454896416411472532011-02-20T00:36:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:34:33.123+08:00Etiquettes ( smiling)Yes I'm writing about etiquette, the most boring, overlooked and taken for granted aspect of life...<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Ettiqutte</span>= <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">manners</span>= <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">budi bahasa</span>= <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">sepatutnya dan idealistiknya budaya kita..</span>.<br />
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In <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">every religion</span>, it tell you the basic guideline of etiquette, in our cultures too there are some social taboos and do's...<br />
Eg: respect your elders, love your brother,respect others and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">smile</span>..<br />
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Basically, I believe everyone at least grew up with manners, but somewhere between adolescent and teen we lost some parts of it if not all... I actually believe that manners are embedded in a person just waiting to be used...<br />
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So, why the <s>HELL</s> am I talking about this subject????<br />
Let's face it, people nowadays use etiquettes only in functions, meetings, and socializing at parties (the high profile type)...<br />
I don't deny that there are people who are extremely polite and respectful, but most of the time the people I see are either rude or can't smile<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">(sarcasm intended)</span>.<br />
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What's so wrong at smiling to a cleaner???<br />
I mean, they clean up after your mess, Who'd you think kept the public toilets clean for use???<br />
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It's not like you'd lose an eye if you smile to everyone, your face won't be stuck that way forever...<br />
Geez, and they say being grown up means being matured...<br />
I see kids more well-mannered than adults, and sometimes I wonder, just who's the childish one???<br />
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Unless the guy's your mortal enemy, I don't see what wrong with utilizing our energy to smile at people...<br />
besides, research have shown that smiling actually is beneficial for you...<br />
And besides seeing other people smile, makes you want to smile along with them...<br />
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sure, there are some guidelines to smiling:<br />
1. never to hurt people's feeling<br />
2. according to content<br />
3. smile purely for the sake of smiling (ikhlas)<br />
4. not for any fitnah to happen...<br />
5. to save the face (pride ) of others..<br />
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Basically, guidelines= logical thinking...<br />
so, because I'm sleepy and I totally feel tired, I'm throwing the ball over to your court...Think about it and try to use your smile for something beneficial and productive...(^_^)<br />
so long for now..<br />
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P/s: why do you think people think celebs are attractive??? one factor is probably because they can turn on a million dollar smile that shows their pure feelings... Think about itKDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-89753569715785808832011-01-04T13:40:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:35:26.726+08:00ANIMATION!!!So, hari tu, I went out for a walk with my 2 friends, Nas & Syaimaa', to Tasik Titiwangsa...<br />
While walking we were talking and chatting and laughing & someone was acting a bit too hyperactive...<br />
LOL..<br />
Suddenly, we talked about Fiesta Technopeneur KTSN...<br />
About the bengkel (ada 3 bengkel weekend tu, semua serentak)...<br />
Hurm, I'm attending Bengkel Inovasi..<br />
My frenz have opted instead for bengkel fotografi and grafik...<br />
Anyways, time tengah berborak tu, tetiba masuk bab pertandingan video..<br />
Then, entah mcm ne, me n my friend(roommate) nak masuk that pertandingan..<br />
So, dengan penuh semangat, we (me) called the aka in-charge la..<br />
Then, we found out, we have to make everything from scratch...<br />
It was like someone burst my bubble...<br />
tema: magical work of ICT<br />
So, we used the whole nigth to find softwares that would help us...<br />
In the end, she used paint(microsoft) and I used stykz (making sticks)..<br />
haha, so, when everyone tengah celebrate new years, we tgh buat animation video...<br />
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Two days later, it was done...<br />
And the video is only between 3-4 minutes, still choppy and lawak giler...<br />
I think this is the only time I'm doing it for a competition... Tengok la... Kalau rajin n x malu, I uploadkan vid tu...<br />
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This is only 2 sec of the vid..KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-55912226977530913602011-01-04T12:13:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:34:57.692+08:00FriendsThis is my own sketch of rambling...<br />
Bear with me..<br />
What are friends??<br />
Someone you hang out with?<br />
someone to talk with<br />
or to share happiness with??<br />
Laughing, playing, chatting together..<br />
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BUT , WHAT ABOUT WHEN YOU'RE LONELY??<br />
Would they leave you alone??<br />
Crying, in despair all by yourself??/<br />
is that what friends are??<br />
To make you feel alone when you need someone with you??<br />
Making you feel like such a loser on your own..<br />
No helping hands or a shoulder to cry on?<br />
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Tell me, what are friends??<br />
We always hear people say,<br />
A true friend laughs and when you cry, goes and beat up the person who made you cry<br />
(That's my own version)<br />
A true friend laugs and cries with you,<br />
Is a part of your soul,<br />
Feels your sorrow and happiness,<br />
and wants whats best for you (that's best friends)<br />
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We all want friends with these qualities,<br />
but try asking ourself first, are we a good friend??<br />
How can we expect to have good friends if we're not one in the first place??<br />
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to me the trouble with friends is if you omit the letter 'r',<br />
a friend becomes a fiend...<br />
take care of your friends...<br />
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KHADIJAHKD<br />
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P/S: to my friends, when I'm crying, please make random jokes about the weather...TqKDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-39189913383555495162010-12-28T22:50:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:38:01.744+08:00NEW SEM, NEW RESOLUTION, NEW SPIRIT..So, I've entered sem 2 for my first year...<br />
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What's not so great was my result..<br />
I feel like crying a lake of tears right now....<br />
But I've already cried before, so, I guess that'll do...<br />
Haha... cheer up again....<br />
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Life will get better again, Now all I need is the strenght and spirit to do it all<br />
Thinking back, I've got loads of responsibility...just hope i can DO IT ALL without losing my sanity in the progress...<br />
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One thing about me that I'll like to change is my sarcasm overload....<br />
i mean I come up with sarcastic remarks in a wink, but when it comes to downright straight forward answer I need to think...<br />
Haishhh.............<br />
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New resolution, (azam baru)...<br />
1)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;"> Don't sleep a lot...[ I can do this]</span><br />
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2) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;">Wake up at 6 and stay up..</span>.[ bit tricky, but I can do it]<br />
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3) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #134f5c;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">get at least a 3.00 in finals</span> </span>[this I know I have to do]<br />
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4) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;">lose weight</span>...[true, have to get started on that]<br />
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5) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Smile everyday</span>...[this is easy]<br />
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6) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: cyan;">become a better me</span>...[too general, wait, I can use this to my advantage..muahahahaha..*coughs*]<br />
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7) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #38761d;">ask questions a lot</span> [ when needed]<br />
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8) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #cc0000;">Drive the DAMN CAR.</span>...[I can do this one, got my license already..What I don't have is my parent's trust]<br />
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9) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #d5a6bd;">don't let ANYONE take me down</span>..[seriously...]<br />
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10) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #3d85c6;">Try to not become a bitter girl</span>....[haha..<s> got to see how this turns out</s>..oops... HAVE to DO this]<br />
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so, that's my azam baru...<br />
my semangat (spirit) is on it's way...<br />
It appears to have taken a wrong wind direction somewhere along SOGO and masjid India...<br />
Now, the ultimate question, should I go back during the Chinese New Year...<br />
It's a one WEEK BREAK!!!!<br />
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That'a another story..KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-88534957256152447622010-09-20T23:15:00.000+08:002014-04-23T22:44:03.081+08:00StressFave topic of our life,<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"> stress!!!</span></span></b><br />
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So, the weeks at kampung is stressing for me...<br />
To tell @ NOT to tell~~ that's the question..<br />
Having found out a secret, Let's just say I'm between the lines...playing,toying, and deciding..<br />
Knowing this, I felt like shouting at that person, telling them off, giving a lecture 101..<br />
But, then reality stepped in, I can't do that, they won't listen to me..<br />
They think I can be bullied, and think I'm feelingless..<br />
I have <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">FEELINGS</span></b></span>, I just don't show it, That's what makes me different from <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">YOU..</span></span><br />
Don't you get how I feel, year after year covering up what you all did,<br />
Just because I don't tell you off, doesn't mean that I'm okay with it...<br />
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So now, I'm going to think this through and do the right thing...<br />
My intention, to save you from heartbreak and regret..<br />
Why, I don't want you to suffer,<br />
Even though, what all of you did hurt me...<br />
YOU disturb my sleep, acted rude in front of me, made my heart and mind go crazy thinking about YOUR problems, you MADE me CRY, DISRESPECTFUL, I can list all of your actions that ticked me off,<br />
and you thought I was annoying and pestering...<br />
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You can't deny that I tried to guide you, but, You never listened...you said I pestered you..<br />
Don't you know, how <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">HURT</span> I was???<br />
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And then, stress at my college,<br />
Please, don't try to confuse me, I can find info on-line to rebut you,<br />
I'm not convinced, That's that..<br />
If you want me to go against the wishes off my parents,<br />
Then I'm out, I don't want to enter<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"> HELL</span>,<br />
If you want to, go alone, Don't drag Islam's name in this one...<br />
Don't Dishonour my religion...KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-16932402928156702732010-08-30T17:30:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:35:26.727+08:00MY LIFE NOT YOURS!!!So, basically my life just went <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">ting-tong</span> in less than 24 hours...<br />
That was a week ago...<br />
Now, my life is back to normal<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">(?)</span><br />
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All I have to do is say the <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">magic word</span>s and burst it out loud....<br />
If I do that, it'll have 2 consequences...<br />
1) they will respect my decision and we will still be friends...(yay!!!)<br />
2) they would argue and boycott me..(no!!)<br />
but in the END, it's <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">MY LIFE NOT YOURS!!!</span></span></b><br />
so, I can do whatever I deem right..<br />
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If you want fight, bring it on...It's your call..KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-47419204898134269572010-07-17T22:18:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:35:52.525+08:00PRINTER!! and being thankful...<div style="text-align: center;">Today, my uncle brought me a printer.....</div><div style="text-align: center;">YAY!!! Alhamdulillah.... now, I can easily print my assignment, lecture note and tutorials...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kalau nak ikutkan, I'm very <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">HAPPY</span> and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">THANKFUL</span> right now...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks Pak Leh, coz bawak printer n terangkan cara nak guna...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Plus, thanks to mom n dad coz sponsor untuk beli...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks jugak kat mom n dad for sending me to UKM, supporting my decisions, helping me through life, making sure I survived, teaching me, giving me the opportunity to have an education, and for million and billions of thing in life!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I can never ask for more...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks to Mak Long, because you bagi saya semangat untuk berjuang, semangat untuk belajar dalam bidang ni, and u taught me to be thankful with what I have...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks to Kak Hasra, sebab bgtau pasal bidang ni...</div><div style="text-align: center;">to my friend in KMK, thank for all your help, support n love....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Let's do our best n make the world a better place~~~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0Kampung Nongmi, Bukit Kayu Hitam, Kedah, Malaysia6.427744 100.4168766.4224134999999993 100.4095805 6.4330745 100.4241715tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-65478754520696242772010-07-16T12:23:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:40:49.797+08:00UKM KLTanggal 4/7/10, bermulalah hidupku sbgai mahasiswi di ukm....<br />
huhu, baru perasan kata i dah semakin dewasa~~~tapi perangai kebudak-budakan still ada...<br />
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time ktorg daftar kat UKM BANGI, akak-akak and abang-abang PC banyak membantu...(^_^)<br />
they help us time pendaftaran, time angkut beg (betul ke sentence ni??), time sakit n bagi tips kat kami...<br />
Our kolej, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">KOLEJ TUN SYED NASIR(KTSN)</span></span> is the best!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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WHY???<br />
because our seniors are VERY KIND and UNDERSTANDING...<br />
walaupun kadang2 rasa macam ditreat sebagai kanak2, but you don't hear me complaining.....<br />
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haha..truth is I've lived my life rapidly, jumping from one thing to the next, taking on reponsibilities i'm not sure I can carry out but I do it still... Probably, it's because of my family's influence, or it could be because of my peer whom I think look down on me because i haven't "grown up" yet...or it could be because of the environment and the media....<br />
and now I'm regarded as the matured one in the family, the place everyone goes to when they have problems....I'm not writing (typing) this to garner sympathy, but to show why kids want to grow up so badly... I don't blame anyone, but I must say, I grew up quickly because I wanted to be "in" and not "out"...<br />
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so, when the PCs told us to do cheers and stuff, I did it wholeheartedly, because I wanted to savour my life the way I didn't get to do before... hey, I pretty much lost my voice before <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">PERANG DECTAR</span></span>...<br />
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anyways, time minggu orientasi (<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">MINGGU MESRA PELAJAR</span></span>) we got to mingle around with student from all courses!!!yay!!!<br />
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lots of exciting things happened but i got an almost asthma attack and that kind of dampers my mood a bit...<br />
they took me to UKM health centre and took me to a doctor... he gave me medicine and took my family history down...now I get pills that I eat when needed and I know now that my risk to get asthma is kinda high...<br />
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on saturday at 8 am we were on our way to <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">UKM KL.</span></span>.. ada polis trafik escort....best gak....(^_^)Y<br />
and then we arrived here and settled down in our rooms...<br />
my roomate,NAS is in the same course as me....<br />
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well,that's all for now, got to get back to my assignment..KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0Titiwangsa, Kuala Lumpur, Federal Territory of Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia3.172096733050298 101.711339950561523.1694187330502981 101.70769195056153 3.174774733050298 101.71498795056152tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-51074808567113256542010-06-30T22:56:00.000+08:002010-07-16T10:58:54.201+08:00DURING MY HOLS!!!!!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">CUTI-CUTI MALAYSIA</span></b></span></span><br />
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<div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">Favourite quote nowadays, taken off the campaign…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">You might be wondering 'why is she talking about a campaign?'</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">Relax, I just wanted to talk about <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: lime;">my vacation….</span></div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">Nothing like a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">good holiday</span> to relieve you of stress….{well, sort of}</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">My holiday this time around is spent with family and my dad's friends…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">This time, instead of the usual '<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">balik kampung'</span> we added in a stretch, spending a whole week and 2 extra days at <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">3</span></span> different states… <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Perak, Kelantan, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">and </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Terengganu</span>…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">PERAK DARUL RIDZUAN!</span></span>!</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">It's my parents' home state [does this term even exist???]</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">We spend 2 days at my Mak Su's house in Ipoh…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">1 day spent preparing for my <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">cousins' wedding.</span>.</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">And another day for my her wedding reception~~~the colour theme is purple and pink~~</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">*<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">sorry, my camera died on me</span>* T_T *have to fix it*</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">So, no photo's of her wedding dress and the couple…[don't kill me~~~]</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">The next day was spent at my mom' side at <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: lime;">Kg. Changkat Chermin</span>…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"> [loosely translated as village of high ground of mirrors] </div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">Don't ask.. I didn't name the village…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">But still, it's a very unique name isn't it??</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">Back to the story, we are at Kg. Changkat Chermin because of a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">family reunio</span>n~~~</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">A bonus to this would be seeing my cousins, the negative side, there are some of my relatives I didn't want to see…<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">TT_TT</span></div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">So, urmm… lucky me…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">The reunion with my cousins was a short one, but it was sweet…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">I found out a couple of interesting thing and family gossips~~~ but no need to delve about that here..</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">We stayed for 3 days at kg. from Sunday too Wednesday, sorry, 4 days…. I'm not that good at calculating days spent..TT_TT</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">And then, we're off to….</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">KELANTAN!!!</span></span></div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">It took us <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">a whole day</span></span> to reach Kelantan…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">Partly because of the fact that we took the scenic route [i.e. driving] to Kelantan… the other method by flight[money..]</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">So, the trip took us through the Titiwangsa mountain range… a very long and windy dizzying road, not to be taken by people have a queasy stomachs and no snacks like me...</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">TT_TT [I get carsick too often]</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">We arrived in Kota Bharu 8 hour later…BTW, we stayed at a homestay… It was decent and had 3 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms, a kitchen and a living room. It costs RM180 per night…</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;">Two bedroom was fully air-conditioned…the other had a fan..</div><div style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: 11.0pt; margin: 0in;"><br />
the best thing about KELANTAN is the PEOPLE...<br />
they're all <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">VERY FRIENDLY</span></span> and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">HELPFUL</span></span>.... and best of all, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">THEY'RE DOWN TO EARTH</span></span>...<br />
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hehe... after spending 2 days roaming the city, eating and buying stuff...<br />
We're off to<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">TERENGGANU!!!!</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">It took us 2-3 hours to reach Pak Cik Hamzah's (dad's friend) place....</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">He was very friendly, helpful and let us stay at his homestay for free...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Terengganu~~~ there's the food, place and things to see n buy....</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Batik and songket~~~</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">basically, at the end of the day(week)...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I've found out that kat <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Malaysia ni banyak tempat yg menarik</span></span> and that <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #ea9999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">we shouldn't let other people's experience cloud our judgement</span></span> (beats me how I ever got this in the first place)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">hehe... till next time..</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">p/s: I'll be posting about <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">UKM KL</span></span></span> next time...</span></div></div>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-91666253719836315472010-03-24T11:35:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:36:11.927+08:00<b><span style="font-size: x-large;">HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span></b><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: blue;">h-</span> how are you doing???</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: yellow;">e-</span> everything ok???</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #f6b26b;">l-</span> like to see you..</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: lime;">l</span>- love to be with you</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #b4a7d6;">o-</span> obviously, i miss you...</span><br />
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<b><span style="color: #3d85c6;">To everyone, <br />
<i>Yes</i>- i miss you</span></b>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-63531773230144959722010-02-13T22:37:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:35:26.727+08:00Tic Toc<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Tic Toc,</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">time moves on and on,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">yet, why do I feel stuck...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">a wanderer repeating the same routine...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">going over the same thing again&again,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">hoping and wishing for it to end...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">but at the same time afraid of the end that's drawing near....</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">how could I be so afraid of something unknown...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">how did I become afraid of the future...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">Tic Toc,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">the clock moves on...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">everything that passed seems like a blur now...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">holding on to those memories seems virtually impossible,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">to remember every single second spent with those I love,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">to be able to cherish it and hope time stops or pauses...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">Tic Toc,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">time waits for no one,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">and i have to keep going,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">pushing on and holding on,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">making my way through life...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">hoping and praying for it to be ok each day...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">Tic Toc,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">time will soon make me more mature,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">more understanding, and yet it comes with a price...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">experience and all comes with a price and the price is AGE..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">as I age older, I become more confident..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">Tic Toc,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">If aging shapes us into who we are,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">Then why do we detest it???</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">Why do we hate wrinkles and spend so much to look younger..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">Shouldn't we embrace it and say</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">"This is how I look like, seasoned with experienced and battered by the wind,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">like a soldier standing at the end of a battle" triumph and proud...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">Tic Toc,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">we might all be afraid of the future and what it holds in store for us...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">but let's not forget to be enthusiastic too,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #20124d;">for the future holds so many probabilities that might make us smile..</span><br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">Tic </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> Toc</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> Tic </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> Toc</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> Tic</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> Toc</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> Tic</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> Toc</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> .</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> .</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #4c1130;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> .</span></span>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-37709649284452780042010-02-13T16:15:00.000+08:002011-03-06T22:35:26.728+08:00home sweet home<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyjhS6sopSxa6EWmeNEaxZThQeBb92B95gOri7YiwZK2cPNQ9mFbxhY-HAjr5GRcI4mX_yC5ToAT32hvKdb_-QQKNsLHgweCWgECF3DCKmaxcwnXfjo5UOLkU3enN_joBzApo7ugiL72uK/s1600-h/cute.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 128px; height: 128px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjyjhS6sopSxa6EWmeNEaxZThQeBb92B95gOri7YiwZK2cPNQ9mFbxhY-HAjr5GRcI4mX_yC5ToAT32hvKdb_-QQKNsLHgweCWgECF3DCKmaxcwnXfjo5UOLkU3enN_joBzApo7ugiL72uK/s320/cute.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5437641596778118674" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000066;">HOME SWEET HOME...</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000066;"><br /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333FF;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I used to wonder what it means,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">till i met you down the road.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">you looked so lost and in need,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">i took you in and cleaned you up..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">your eyes begged me for mercy,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">asking what i would do,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I'm not a monster idiot..i said </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">as i gave you something to eat..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">you light up my life soon after,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">and we laughed during those sweet times,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">but one day, you had a fever,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">i took you to the doctor,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">you felt so hot, it scared me...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">Rain poured down when we arrived,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">my eyes were brimming with tears,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">you looked so sick, it pained me.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">God, please let her be alright...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">The doctor took you in,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">checked you and gave medicine,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">while i waited outside unable to breath...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">i took you back home that night,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">and let you sleep next to me...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">I don't want you to go away...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">That was 2 months ago,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">now, you're back to ur old self,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">the feline i once knew...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">having fun together again,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">under the same roof and in OUR HOME...</span></div></div>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8364427941456911277.post-77551330047912207792010-02-13T16:12:00.000+08:002010-02-13T16:14:08.604+08:00Hi all!!!<div>i'll be posting once in a while...</div><div>when i get the chance to do it...</div><div><br /></div>KDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11049320615622597419noreply@blogger.com0