Life is COLOURFUL

Life is COLOURFUL
when we chose it to be...

Friends

This is my own sketch of rambling...
Bear with me..
What are friends??
Someone you hang out with?
someone to talk with
or to share happiness with??
Laughing, playing, chatting together..

NEW SEM, NEW RESOLUTION, NEW SPIRIT..

So, I've entered sem 2 for my first year...

CONGRATULATIONS....
What's not so great was my result..
I feel like crying a lake of tears right now....
But I've already cried before, so, I guess that'll do...
Haha... cheer up again....

Life will get better again, Now all I need is the strenght and spirit to do it all
Thinking back, I've got loads of responsibility...just hope i can DO IT ALL without losing my sanity in the progress...

One thing about me that I'll like to change is my sarcasm overload....
i mean I come up with sarcastic remarks in a wink, but when it comes to downright straight forward answer I need to think...
Haishhh.............

Stress

Fave topic of our life, stress!!!


So, the weeks at kampung is stressing for me...
To tell @ NOT to tell~~ that's the question..
Having found out a secret, Let's just say I'm between the lines...playing,toying, and deciding..
Knowing this, I felt like shouting at that person, telling them off, giving a lecture 101..
But, then reality stepped in, I can't do that, they won't listen to me..
They think I can be bullied, and think I'm feelingless..
I have FEELINGS, I just don't show it, That's what makes me different from YOU..
Don't you get how I feel, year after year covering up what you all did,
Just because I don't tell you off, doesn't mean that I'm okay with it...

MY LIFE NOT YOURS!!!

So, basically my life just went ting-tong in less than 24 hours...
That was a week ago...
Now, my life is back to normal(?)

All I have to do is say the magic words and burst it out loud....
If I do that, it'll have 2 consequences...
1) they will respect my decision and we will still be friends...(yay!!!)
2) they would argue and boycott me..(no!!)
but in the END, it's MY LIFE NOT YOURS!!!
so, I can do whatever I deem right..

If you want fight, bring it on...It's your call..

PRINTER!! and being thankful...

Today, my uncle brought me a printer.....

YAY!!! Alhamdulillah.... now, I can easily print my assignment, lecture note and tutorials...

Kalau nak ikutkan, I'm very HAPPY and THANKFUL right now...

Thanks Pak Leh, coz bawak printer n terangkan cara nak guna...

Plus, thanks to mom n dad coz sponsor untuk beli...

Thanks jugak kat mom n dad for sending me to UKM, supporting my decisions, helping me through life, making sure I survived, teaching me, giving me the opportunity to have an education, and for million and billions of thing in life!!!!

I can never ask for more...

Thanks to Mak Long, because you bagi saya semangat untuk berjuang, semangat untuk belajar dalam bidang ni, and u taught me to be thankful with what I have...

Thanks to Kak Hasra, sebab bgtau pasal bidang ni...

to my friend in KMK, thank for all your help, support n love....

Let's do our best n make the world a better place~~~

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
h- how are you doing???
e- everything ok???
l- like to see you..
l- love to be with you
o- obviously, i miss you...


To everyone,
Yes- i miss you

Tic Toc

Tic Toc,
time moves on and on,
yet, why do I feel stuck...
a wanderer repeating the same routine...
going over the same thing again&again,
hoping and wishing for it to end...
but at the same time afraid of the end that's drawing near....
how could I be so afraid of something unknown...
how did I become afraid of the future...


Tic Toc,
the clock moves on...
everything that passed seems like a blur now...
holding on to those memories seems virtually impossible,
to remember every single second spent with those I love,
to be able to cherish it and hope time stops or pauses...


Tic Toc,
time waits for no one,
and i have to keep going,
pushing on and holding on,
making my way through life...
hoping and praying for it to be ok each day...


Tic Toc,
time will soon make me more mature,
more understanding, and yet it comes with a price...
experience and all comes with a price and the price is AGE..
as I age older, I become more confident..


Tic Toc,
If aging shapes us into who we are,
Then why do we detest it???
Why do we hate wrinkles and spend so much to look younger..
Shouldn't we embrace it and say
"This is how I look like, seasoned with experienced and battered by the wind,
like a soldier standing at the end of a battle" triumph and proud...


Tic Toc,
we might all be afraid of the future and what it holds in store for us...
but let's not forget to be enthusiastic too,
for the future holds so many probabilities that might make us smile..

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home sweet home

HOME SWEET HOME...

I used to wonder what it means,

till i met you down the road.

you looked so lost and in need,

i took you in and cleaned you up..

your eyes begged me for mercy,

asking what i would do,

I'm not a monster idiot..i said

as i gave you something to eat..

you light up my life soon after,

and we laughed during those sweet times,

but one day, you had a fever,

i took you to the doctor,

you felt so hot, it scared me...

Rain poured down when we arrived,

my eyes were brimming with tears,

you looked so sick, it pained me.

God, please let her be alright...

The doctor took you in,

checked you and gave medicine,

while i waited outside unable to breath...

i took you back home that night,

and let you sleep next to me...

I don't want you to go away...

That was 2 months ago,

now, you're back to ur old self,

the feline i once knew...

having fun together again,

under the same roof and in OUR HOME...