So, I'm back from a 4-5 months hiatus. As usual, because I forgot that I have a blog. Anyways, let me start.
I'm actually writing this post to help me procrastinate. Yep, you read that right.
Anyways, my days are exhausting, I don't have the will to keep waking up and drowning in my feelings. The only escape I have is my dreams. Thus, whenever I feel like there's a lot to do, I'm prone to sleeping it off.
It's bad for my grades, but I'm ashamed to tell anyone else. I feel like I'm drowning while watching others go on with their life, not bothering to see beyond the surface. Either that, or I'm a brilliant actress.
No one understand anyone else, unless you've lived their life, made their mistakes and successes, told their truths and lies, and felt the roller-coaster of emotions.
I need to get my stuff together and go on with my life, I know, I know. I freaking know that.
But it's so hard when I keep on falling down, tripping and slipping, with nothing to hold.
The picture above sums up my thoughts in a nutshell.I know I should be thinking of a happy scenario, to grit my teeth and go through it. However, all my thinking leads to this conclusion. I'm gonna die.
That's it. I'm done.
-with this rant out, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.