time moves on and on,
yet, why do I feel stuck...
a wanderer repeating the same routine...
going over the same thing again&again,
hoping and wishing for it to end...
but at the same time afraid of the end that's drawing near....
how could I be so afraid of something unknown...
how did I become afraid of the future...
the clock moves on...
everything that passed seems like a blur now...
holding on to those memories seems virtually impossible,
to remember every single second spent with those I love,
to be able to cherish it and hope time stops or pauses...
time waits for no one,
and i have to keep going,
pushing on and holding on,
making my way through life...
hoping and praying for it to be ok each day...
time will soon make me more mature,
more understanding, and yet it comes with a price...
experience and all comes with a price and the price is AGE..
as I age older, I become more confident..
If aging shapes us into who we are,
Then why do we detest it???
Why do we hate wrinkles and spend so much to look younger..
Shouldn't we embrace it and say
"This is how I look like, seasoned with experienced and battered by the wind,
like a soldier standing at the end of a battle" triumph and proud...
we might all be afraid of the future and what it holds in store for us...
but let's not forget to be enthusiastic too,
for the future holds so many probabilities that might make us smile..
Saturday, February 13, 2010
HOME SWEET HOME...
I used to wonder what it means,
till i met you down the road.
you looked so lost and in need,
i took you in and cleaned you up..
your eyes begged me for mercy,
asking what i would do,
I'm not a monster idiot..i said
as i gave you something to eat..
you light up my life soon after,
and we laughed during those sweet times,
but one day, you had a fever,
i took you to the doctor,
you felt so hot, it scared me...
Rain poured down when we arrived,
my eyes were brimming with tears,
you looked so sick, it pained me.
God, please let her be alright...
The doctor took you in,
checked you and gave medicine,
while i waited outside unable to breath...
i took you back home that night,
and let you sleep next to me...
I don't want you to go away...
That was 2 months ago,
now, you're back to ur old self,
the feline i once knew...
having fun together again,
under the same roof and in OUR HOME...